December 8, 2025, marks my 77 rotations around the sun.

The number 7   7
An angel number, I read it somewhere
A powerful sign, I read it somewhere
A spiritual awakening
And 
Divine guidance, I read it somewhere

I read it
On the internet

It must be true

Looking backwards 
Through the backend
Of a telescope

The world will be very small
upside down
and mirror-reversed 
(flipped horizontally and vertically)

A life lived seems so far away

The years falling like dominoes 
Behind me

And
They are gone

Evaporated memories
Of a complicated 
Life

There was 
Joy   Terror 
Laughter   Drama
Love   Hate
Light   Darkness

Did I mention 
Laughter

Smiles   Frowns
Success  Failures

What did I expect

7   7 years 
Of a 
Complicated life

Can someone please 
Explain 

(why do I need 
An explanation)

How did this all 
Happen   Why

Does it even matter

I am here 
In a good place
At least for today

Bathe in it
Swallow it whole

The divine guidance
The completion
The awakening

Halfway between
7   5
And 
8   0

Be grateful 
You can see
This far back

And hope
You can see far forward
(at least for now)

There’s no time to lose
No time to worry 
How I got here
I am here

Live today

While I can