I’ve been told that inspiration for writing is everywhere. 

Just open your eyes.

The person or object in front of you,
even when it’s a computer screen
or
The view of the backyard through your office window.
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Look up at the sky,
like when you were a kid
and
you stared out your bedroom window
and
conjured images

from the cumulus clouds
above the Patterson Projects
in the South Bronx.

It doesn’t matter where it comes from

As long as you write something.
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Oh, they’re very insistent. 

The inspiration is there and everywhere.

I must open my eyes, ears, and mind to the possibilities.

For a long time, I couldn’t write a thing.

Well, that's not accurate.

I could write a love letter,
a script for a radio show,
a television news report,
a technical or policy paper,
or
maybe sneak in a poem
or two.
Those were either the duties of a job
or
a frivolous moment to fill
while I waited for something more serious to come along.

Marking time.
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That’s how I sometimes thought of creative writing. 

You know, the writing where you open your heart and soul and scream words onto a page until they click into moving pictures.

Or, to put it another way,
the words walk into living worlds
and
settle in to rest for as long as they want.

A million other writers
and
I have said it before,
writing,

authentic writing

That spills out honestly
when you find the courage
to free yourself,
And your soul will follow

is difficult.
Almost impossible 
if you’re not honest with yourself.

Writing on demand can seem easy
when you’re just pecking away at the keyboard
in the hopes that something comes out,

And all that seems to appear on the screen
in front of you is gibberish
your eyes can’t translate.

But you exercised your fingers
and
proved that you could type.

Yeah, that’s one way to look at it.
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When I was a television reporter, 
I had to crank out
two to three scripts in the span
of a couple of hours

(without the aid of a computer or Grammarly),

You had notes,

And maybe you had a chance to watch the news film
(probably not)
or the video
(doubtful).

You had to tap your memory banks,
write a story based on fact,
and make sure it made sense,

and
ensure that it weaves with the visual element
into a one-and-a-half-minute report

That was succinct and clear enough

that someone at home
would take the time to watch it.
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Not sure I would call it “creative writing,” 

But you did hope it moved
someone’s feelings or mind an inch.

This is before the internet,

When people would sit in front of a television
at an appointed hour

Or at least had it playing in the background
over dinner
and
watched
and
listened to

crime stories
or
scandals
or
some stimulating

“If it bleeds, it leads” news report
that had spun out
of your electric typewriter
only an hour earlier.
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My goal was to tell the truth 
in the best way I knew how,

and my inspiration
was the reality I had witnessed,

or at least gotten other witnesses to tell their stories.

The Creative Writing I did in college was different
and
more challenging.

Some people
try any number of processes,
exercises,
and
techniques
to get their creative juices flowing.

I start my writing simply enough.

A title.
A thought.
An incident from my past.
A word.

A single word.

What matters is that I start typing.

Type.
Type.
Type.

Take a breath
and
then start typing again

and
be confident enough
to ensure that a stream of sentences flows across the screen
and
that it makes some sense.
Okay, maybe not at first. 

It’s my first write.

Perhaps it will be gibberish at first.

It’s a beginning.

Then, I go over it, the writing.

Sometimes,
I’ll study it on the screen,
making immediate changes as I go.

Or
maybe after the fourth
or
fifth versions

(I’ve done upwards of twenty versions during the course of writing a piece),

I’ll print it out
and
read it aloud,
listening to the cadence of the words,

the connection of those words,
the specific words themselves,

hoping that I’m not repeating
the exact words,

nouns,
prepositions,
adverbs,
complex sentences

that run into each other
because I sometimes forget
there are such things as

periods,
commas,
or semicolons.
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Grammar is not my strong suit sometimes. 

Always thinking about a better way to say something

(WordHippo is my thesaurus friend).

To visualize it first
and
then splash it across the page

so that whoever reads it

stops for a moment to absorb it,
to bring it into themselves
and
allow it to fill their head
and
soul with the music of the words
and the beauty of the picture

that is flashing before their imaginations.

That’s when you know.

Yeah, it’s all good.

I don’t want to stop there.
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I want to be continuously inspired 
to make the words sing louder,
and
to make the picture brighter,

The colors are forcing you to look at them

while at the same time

they burn into your very essence,
and
your heart dances gleefully
and even more heartily
than the first time you read
or
heard my words.

There’s so much more to learn.
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To exercise my fingers across this page, 
to tap that thing inside all of us

so those unique words
just come forward

and
wrap me
and
you in ecstasy.

Yeah, that would be good.
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